Aieya4ever

only two days of 8:30am class and I'm already tired!!!

喜歡一個人好累
~永兒


昨天　你送我一個笑臉
今天　你經過了我身邊
每天　你這樣一舉一動
都影響我的悲傷喜悅

昨天　你多看了我一眼
今天　我有些心不在焉
那天　我才會有勇氣
勇敢面對

暗戀　喜歡一個人好美
想象　 你輕輕摟我的肩
走在　人擠人的街抓緊你的手
甜蜜無限

暗戀　喜歡一個人好累
流淚　在數不盡的黑夜
想念　 變成了習慣想你一遍遍
你卻好遠

如果 你不當我是朋友
可是　極大重要的角色
是否　我就可以佔有
你每個笑容

暗戀　喜歡一個人好美
想象　你輕輕摟我的肩
走在　人擠人的街抓緊你的手
甜蜜無限

暗戀　喜歡一個人好累
流淚　在數不盡的黑夜
想念　變成了習慣想你一遍遍
你卻好 "喜歡一個人　真的好累" 遠

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暗戀　喜歡一個人好美
想象　你輕輕摟我的肩
走在　人擠人的街抓緊你的手
甜蜜無限

暗戀　喜歡一個人好累
流淚　在數不盡的黑夜
想念　變成了習慣想你一遍遍
你卻好遠

《汴水流》- 韩磊、刘金

(女)
汴水流 泗水流
流到瓜洲古渡头
情哥哥 慢些走
妹妹等你
在楼外楼 楼外楼

(男)
汴水流 泗水流
瓜洲有渡没有头哇
情妹妹 亲一口
哥哥喂你 哥哥喂你
盅交杯酒哇 交杯酒

(女/男)
汴水流 汴水流哇
泗水流 泗水流哇
(合)
瓜洲有渡没有头哇
(女/男)
情哥哥 情妹妹
亲一口 亲一口
妹妹喂你 哥哥喂你
(合)
盅交杯酒哇 交杯酒哇

(女)
汴水流泗水流
流到瓜洲古渡头
(男)
情妹妹 慢些走
(女/男)
妹妹等你 哥哥等你
(合)
在楼外楼 等你
在楼外楼

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《你》- 屠洪纲

你从天而降的你
落在我的马背上
如玉的模样 清水般的目光
一丝浅笑让我心发烫

你头也不回的你
展开你一双翅膀
寻觅着方向 方向在前方
一声叹息将我一生变凉

你在那万人中央
感受那万丈荣光
看不见你的眼睛
是否会藏着泪光

我没有那种力量
想忘也总不能忘
只等到漆黑夜晚
梦一回那曾经心爱姑娘

"Dad, I can't go on," he said.

I told him to give Fengxia to me, but he wouldn't let me take her. Then after walking a few more steps he squatted down, saying, "Dad, my back's so sore I can barely take it."

That was because of his crying. He had cried so hard that he had hurt his back. When we got to Erxi's place, he put Fengxia down on the bed and sat on the edge of it gazing at her. Sitting there, Erxi's body looked like it had shriveled into a little ball. I couldn't look at them; just seeing their shadows on the wall was unbearable. Their looming shadows were dark and large. One was lying while the other looked like it was kneeling. Neither moved. The only things moving were Erxi's tears--I kept seeing those large black drops falling from one shadow to the other. I went into the kitchen to boil some water to warm up Erxi. By the time the water boiled and I'd brought it out, Erxi had dozed off--now they were both asleep.

~~~

Erxi never got over the loss of Fengxia. He was never a man of many words, but as soon as Fengxia died he spoke even less. Other people would say things to him, but he'd just grunt and that would be it; only when he saw me would he open up a bit. Kugen became the core of our lives. But the bigger he got the more he resembled Fengxia and the more he resembled Fengxia, the harder it was for us to look at him. Sometimes after Erxi looked at Kugen for a while, tears would begin to trickle down Erxi's face. As his father-in-law, I would try to console him: "It's been a while since Fengxia died. You should try to forget her if you can."

By then Kugen was three. He sat in his stool rocking back and forth. His eyes were wide open as he tried as hard as he could to understand what we were saying. Erxi tilted his head to the side in thought. After a while he finally said, "My memories of Fengxia are my only happiness."

coming back home is always a good feeling.

I just don't know why I really like to walk into those stores, because this time I left with a huge Pucca doll. I was having trouble on the bus and ferry because of all the bags I was carrying.

then it was just a week of going back to school. so disappointed that reading break ended so soon.

really, there isn't much that happened. went to eye appointment, no big change.

just stressed about the 360 project. but I think we should be fine. undergoing so many last minute changes.

got new cell phone. this month truly is big spendings.

the test that we did on friday was fine... but I'm sure I actually did pretty bad for this one. I had no idea what the hell I was trying to say.

the weekend was mostly working on the 360 project, but there was also Moxies. Jenn and Tristen in town. and we got a "red bomb" from that.

also, we got together to practice for speech contest. people must have thought we were weird when they passed us in the sub. we were singing pretty loud.

but the thing that pissed me off the most in the last week and a half is: I lost my favorite cell phone string. and the sad thing is, I won't be going to vancouver for a long time. and I didn't get it myself, so it's gonna be so hard to find one similar!

and I hate papers.

so took the three o'clock ferry to go to van... well, surprise! met stephie at the bus stop for the 70! that's good, because that means I didn't have to sit all alone on the ferry... even though she slept for most of the trip. it's just nice to have someone with you... I need emotional support... haha

so, because this time I didn't have the key to the place, I had to go to grandma's first. then chris and I went home. but he and mun were going to play badminton. so I went along, and played with them, wayne x2, sa姐, and these two guys wayne's cousin. then we went to 九記 to eat. didn't get home till pretty late. 2 o'clock before I went to bed. was so sore when I finally got up. think about how I felt when I remembered they made reservations last night to go again today...

well, today mun and I went to metro... but I was hoping to get more... but I guess the prices really held me back. in the end, didn't really get much stuff. I was really hoping to get a couple more thick hoodies/coats... and I was hoping to get some thin jackets too. but it's so hard to find what I want. I was debating on jeans, but I couldn't care less about that... and then without feeling satisfied, we rushed home to go play badminton. then we went to some place and ate dinner. then went home... my whole body right now is so sore. I wonder what I'll be doing tomorrow. it's really a disappointment, because this time I came over to spend money, and I'm not really spending... I should go sleep soon. hopefully I will convince mun to go to some mall again... and get more stuff.

so disappointed that my initial intentions of coming to vancouver were shattered. I wanted to hear colin's chinese rap, but since asuka can't come, I don't want to be all alone with just colin and angie... that would be too awkward. plus there were no 元宵 celebrations as I had hoped to go to... but what can I do?

ok, so this is a remake...

when I was little, this was sung by 陳慧嫺, and I liked it. she has a really good voice.

but I heard it on TV the other day... and at first, I was like, it sounds really familiar... and I seemed to like it even more... but it was sung by 衛詩.

not that I think 衛詩 has a better voice than 陳慧嫺, as a matter of fact, I think 陳慧嫺's voice is much better, especially with the really low notes...

I guess it's because I really like dance songs, so I prefer 衛詩's version. the only part I find iffy, is the english in it... personal preference, I guess, but the english makes me feel uneasy... if I had a choice, I would cut it out.

I still really like both versions of the song though! and I like both 衛詩 and 陳慧嫺!

OMG! finally finished that essay... I just wished there wasn't citing involved... it's so time consuming, having to read all that other stuff... and then trying to incorporate it into your stuff. but I finally got to five pages! Which reminds me of the ten page essay coming up. I'm gonna DIE. But we are reading novels... maybe it'll be easier...


IT'S ALMOST READING BREAK!!

so true...

愛情是短暫的。

感情是長久的。

so, I will start off with the fact that I didn't even see the sign up sheet for the party... it was put up the day after I worked and taken down the day just before I started working again... so that means the weekend... and if it weren't for the notice that said "we'll be closing early for the staff party..." I wouldn't have known until it was too late! Good thing, or I would have missed that free dinner...

~so, I did show up... and it was at The Keg... last one to arrive, because my ride... was getting a head start in drinking... and so, you know the story...
~got there and went upstairs... didn't have a good seat anywhere... in the end pulled up a seat with Sue, Kim, Kim, & Marilyn... starting talking about random stuff, then tried Sue's drink... too sour, so asked what to get instead... Kim said strawberry daiquiri... so she and Sue ordered for me... waiter asked, keg size? and Sue and Kim, agreed for me... then afterward, it turns out that it means double the alcohol...
~I had it, and then started getting really warm (and red) and my heart started beating really fast... but it may just be because I'm not used to drinking, and also that I drank it too fast... but, I knew what I was doing, so I thought I was sober...
~anyways... I thought, I might as well go visit other people at the other tables... so I did... went to where Ferrah was... and tried to sit in her chair with her... didn't fit, so sat on her lap instead... now, you know me (Sarah), and that's actually pretty normal, at parties I will do stuff like that...
~now apparently I was really red, and looked tired at the beginning... until I said I had a drink... so they all assumed I was drunk, because I normally don't do that kind of stuff at work... and so I was really 'letting loose'... but I guess no amount of explaining will make them understand... so after a few pictures, I left... and went back...
~I must say, the caesar salad was beautifully presented... and the flakes of parmesan was awesome... the prime rib was very good too... but I didn't like the fried onions... made me feel like throwing up (when mixed with the drink)... and the cheesecake was good too... the bottom was flaky and crumbly... I was amazed at the quality of the food... would definitely go back with friends...
~and then went and visited, this time, Frank and Lynn... talked about stuff... nothing too interesting... oh right... tried Alan's red wine... and before that, Mark's... maybe it was because I had the strawberry daiquiri... so the wine was quite bitter... but apparently Mark's bottle of wine cost him $70... and then Alan said that his kind was light already! so maybe it's just that I don't like red wine?
~so afterward, I got a ride home from Frank and Lynn... because although I could have walked home, it would take over half an hour... and I may fall over in the process... and end up sleeping on the streets?
~the funny parts come after, when I go back to work... man, do stories travel fast... everyone was talking about me... and coming up with nicknames... and facebook, pictures on facebook... even the people that didn't go to the party saw what I looked like... 'little miss tipsy', and 'Yo-yo'... I get the first one, but how did the second one come up? also, 'little strawberry daiquiri'...
~and then they started making up stuff: "don't you remember getting up on the table and dancing?" "don't you remember telling the server "you're cute, can I have your number?" "don't you remember the server said he's gonna come visit you some time soon at the takeout counter?" trying to psych me out? luckily, I actually remember every moment... so I knew it wasn't true... funny... this is gonna stick around for a long time... I just know it...
~it's a lesson, don't drink with people around

I have a feeling that the entry is organized really poorly... and don't know if anyone will understand it (me included)... maybe I was pretty drunk... so my thoughts are coming out random and unorganized... who knows... I wish I brought a camera... but oh well...

right now, my hands are freezing... why is it so cold?

...is able to recover the stuff on the external hard drive, because I have plenty of pictures on that thing (due to the fact that I was wiping my whole hard drive) and if I will never be able to get those pictures back... I would cry... parties and all those events, my memory of those would slowly die without them... I wish I burned them onto DVDs now... and if he does recover, I will burn them onto DVDs for sure, the pictures at least, and all my school work... music and TV shows, I could always download them again... but even if I lose them, no biggie... its the pictures I want back!! This is one reason why I hate technology... unlike something you could hold in your hand, a slight scratch can cause you to lose everything!

*cries*

Should I...

A: Cut my hair, maybe about five or six inches shorter?

or

B: Keep it the same length, and hope mom won't complain?

or

C: Get a perm (oh, I hate the word), so that it's wavey?





I'm still deciding... because if I do get it curled, I should go to Van because they would probably be more knowledgeable of my type of hair...
And leaving it the same length apparently makes me look shorter... and I'm not short enough?
But cutting... *shivers*

I hate exams... especially when it's scheduled second to last day in the exam period.
Plenty of room to procrastinate! And without the continuous practice, I've forgotten most of it... Plus, because the exam date is so late, I haven't done much till five days ago... so, a whole week of slacking off...
And the last 4 texts are freakin hard... I have no vocab list and many of the words are not in the index... and they're long... so the visiting profs didn't go through the whole thing, plus and they didn't teach everything we need to know even for the portion that they talked about... so, inadequate knowledge of a fraction of the portion of the text that we'd be tested on... how will I be able to get the A+ that I need? GAH!!!

DAMN YOU!

it's impossible...

I have no idea where I could get them

one word:

ESSAY!

I'm just here to say, I'm dying because of all the projects and essays that I had to do... so that is why I haven't really posted anything....
I'm procratinating for my essay, and I also don't want to go back to work starting next week... (I had this whole week off, and it was bliss)

Remember, tipping is voluntary and based on outstanding service.

Don't leave a tip if you don't feel it's warranted.

Just as importantly, don't use the fact that it's voluntary as an excuse to cheap out on good service.



SOME OF US GIVE YOU BRILLIANT SERVICE AND TRY TO COMPLETE YOUR EVERY FREAKEN REQUEST!!!

SO STOP CHEAPING OUT, YOU CHEAPOS OUT THERE!!!

OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD! OH MY GOD!

I WAS SO CLOSE TO CRYING... 小七和地瓜真慘！ 爲了令地瓜死心，她要跟他說，她不愛他。 地瓜受不了了，小七也受不了了。 看到的人都不可能不替他們難過。

I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY 神仙和凡人不能一起，真是令人傷心。 但更令人傷心的是這個悲劇不是他們自己選的，而是因爲小七的父母想她學好而做成的。 真傷心！ 相愛又不能愛是人間悲劇！

One Life, One Love

一年一年 一天一天
尋尋覓覓人海中有沒有一雙眼
看出我迷失在孤獨的邊緣
什麼地方 什麼時間
等待的那份真愛才出現 然後我可以對你說

One Life One Love 用我的愛陪你走
走到世界盡頭我都不會放手
One Life One Love 為你付出我所有
要讓快樂永遠都在你左右

是哪一年 是哪一天
我明白是你給了我幸福的感覺
讓我相信真愛存在這世界
唯一的愛 唯一的你
我不再呼喚了幾個季節 你已經是我的一切

One Life One Love 用我的愛陪你走
走到世界盡頭我都不會放手
One Life One Love 為你付出我所有
要讓快樂永遠都在你左右

雨雨風風 陪你度過 用我一生對你許下承諾
是種衝動 是種感動 每天多愛你一些
你若哭過 你若笑過 一定都有我的痛苦和快樂
我可以每天每天說 說一輩子愛不夠

One Life One Love 今生最愛只有你
為你拋棄一切也不覺得可惜
One Life One Love 永遠都要在一起
這一生只愛一個人就是你

One Life One Love One Life One Love...


What amazes me the most is that this song is sung by Se7en.